it’s just my thought and views

Dear ALL,

i want to thank you all for being my regulars. reading my never ending rants. leaving wonderful, sweet and funny comments. and lastly the opportunity knowing you all, my fellow bloggers. i heart this blog so much that i could not bare to leave it. but i have to let it go. it is already meaningless to me now. i have no more inspirations to write. i could not go on.

friends, bloggers, stalkers and whoever you all. i thank you again and we’ll be in touch through mail or comments on your blogs. if i have the will again, i might start a new blog or whatsoever.

to the one i love most,

i love you. and still will. i said i wait. i will. this blog is now meaningless without you in my life. what is there to keep this blog still?

Goodbye.

if you happen to know me not well enough, you will think that i am someone who do not really go out and find fault. even it is that useless bugger’s problem or fault or whatever it is. i will always say ‘never mind’ or ‘it’s alright’ or ‘no problem la’. i can be forgiving as in very forgiving to anyone but then need to remind all of you even a person like me with a very high level of patience can also lose temper because there is always a borderline for everything. my favourite quote at all time, “agak-agak will do le, if don’t know how to agak, use ruler to measure can ah? “

once my volcano erupt, i will start whatever is needed to put you down. obviously my mood will be extra horrid for weeks. if i am able to put you down then it is good but if i don’t, i do the quiting myself.

i had been staying at this apartment since like the year 2003. around 5 years i guess. no one in this neighbourhood know my existense. LOL! even my very next door neighbour. i am out most of time or i am in most of time. unlike my father, he is always everywhere because he is a very active and strong committee member. well, for years nobody even thought that his is my father. people would be very surprise when i told them, ‘yeah, he is my father!’. now the owner from the mini market treat me extra good after they found out after so many years. sigh…

STOP! this is not about how famous my father is or how not famous i am. this is about my stupid apartment security. for the last almost 5 years, the security company had been changed again and again more often than i have been changing my handphones.

ok! those who are staying or stayed in an apartment know that we are all entitled a parking lot. and if you have lots of car, you purchased lots of parking lots or rent them. then you will be given stickers for your car and stick them at the windshield. RIGHT? yeah! i have 3 parking lots. 1 for mum. 1 for sis. 1 was compliments from the management to my father. so practically or legally the lots belong to us and we can do whatever we want, right? *not like i am building a tent and camp at the car park lot la*

my mum’s lot is always empty cause mum works from 7am to 7pm. so i always have my friends who came to visit me park there. yeah, as usual the guard would always tried to shoo them but once i showed my face or have my friends to mention my father’s name, the guard will smile and politely said OK, tak dak masalah! (ok,no problem) the power of my ‘beautify’ face. LOL

2 weeks ago before the changed of new security company, my classmates came to my house. i have them parked my mum’s lot and signaled the guard. ok! tak dak masalah. 2 weeks later, my classmates came again. obviously they know where to park d. this is when the problem OCCURRED. *FUCK*

they parked. i came. the new guard looked. i ignored. we all went for a walk around the apartment. 20 mins later, we were going up to my house for chit-chatting. then, a ‘mini crowd’ caught my attention as i passed by the lobby. i saw the useless guard supervisors and 2 of the previous company guards and the new guard standing near my mum’s lot and my friend’s car.

my heart said, “NO GOOD!”

i asked my friends to go up first. then i walked to where the ‘mini crowd’ is standing. buat buat bodoh.. then the previous ‘ok-tak-dak-masalah-guard’ saw me.

i told him, “kereta kawan I. OK?”

he said OK and smiled. so i left to be reunite with my friends. that is when the new guard(NG) came shouting at me.

NG : oi! oi! wei! (very rude)
ME : *annoyed and looked at him*
NG : tak boleh parking sana.
ME : WHY CANNOT? IT’S MY CAR PARK WHAT!!!??!!
NG : tak boleh. tak boleh!
ME : TELL ME WHY I CANNOT LET MY FRIEND PARK? I’M NOT IN THE WRONG WHAT? IT’S MY LOT!!!
NG : i beritahu u. u tak boleh park sana. u punya kereta tak dak pass.
ME : WHAT PASS YOU NEED? YOU NEED ME TO SHOW YOU MY IC THAT I STAY HERE AND THAT LOT      BELONGS TO  ME IS IT??
NG : lu punya kereta tak dak sticker tak boleh park!
ME : *PISSED OFF* WHY THE HELL I NEED STICKER FOR?? THAT’S MY LOT I CAN LET MY FRIEND PARK. NOT THAT I ASKED THEM TO PARK OTHERS LOT!!!!!!
NG : i faham. tapi mana itu sticker? tak dak sticker tak boleh PARK LA!
ME : *trying to calm down* TELL ME WHICH PART I’M IN THE WRONG?? IF I ASKED MY FRIEND TO PARK AT OTHER PEOPLE’S LOT THEN I’M IN THE WRONG. BUT NOW I’M ASKING THEM TO PARK AT MY LOT! I’M NOT BLOCKING ANYONE OR SO WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM??!!?!?!?!?!?!

another person came to explain about that it’s MY lot and i CAN let my friend park.

NG : *bey syok* takpa takpa. you boleh pergi!

the previous ‘ok-tak-dak-masalah-guard’ was shocked. my classmates were all shocked and speechless.

this issue had caught my attention. now i will be watching them before i send a black and white about their work ethics.

a very long post i know. but i am annoyed STILL!

that page ‘that’s BossCat’ had been updated on 0115hr on 24 July 2008