deserve?
January 31, 2008 at 4:50 pm | In Confession Of Life | 6 CommentsYES! did i miss out something or something just miss me out? oh, i see. i see hypocrites everywhere.
i am aware about things had been happening recently. of course i am aware! i am no any oblivious idiot, you know.
say i am cold blooded, heartless or whatever it is. i do not give a damn.
just because a life of someone who had a brighter future and leading a healthier life does not deserve to die?
excuse I! let me ask you back.
does that mean a-not-so-bright-future person DESERVE to die? and does that mean a cancer patient who has a chance to recover DESERVE to die? and also does that mean an ex-drug addict DESERVE to die?
go ahead. boycott the bus company. go for airways or drive your own car. BUT
what if the plane crashes? you BLAME the plane company is it?
what if the car you drive skid and crash? you BLAME the manufacturer of the car is it?
then? at the end of the day….
WHAT? you WALK! yup… safe and sound! no one to be BLAME.
and to those who blogging paid post desperately need your traffic to shoot up. hell ya, it’s a good time now!
baba-ing 01
January 30, 2008 at 8:53 am | In Uncategorized | Leave a Commentstupid s#it. because of their unable to retrieve information from their “location” , i had to drive all the way to get tickets when i can conveniently click ‘CONFIRM’ on their website.
what is the use of e-payment again??
for display only IZIT??!??!!
journey or destination?
January 29, 2008 at 7:30 pm | In Confession Of Life | Leave a Commenti thought i always understand this phrase. i really thought i knew. unfortunately, it proven me wrong. i did not understand it till that day.
“it is not just about the destination but it is the journey that matters.”
i went hiking.(yes, without you, noodle) my first hike was tiring and damn stress. why? i just kept thinking about reaching the top as fast as possible. pushing myself over my limit. i did not bring a bottle of water along. i was thirsty. i tried so hard that i forced myself all the way. i got my right leg injured. (side effects of my motor accident 3 years back) there, too are shortcuts to reach the top. crosspaths here and there. also, there are steep paths and not-so-steep path. the types of people you see or meet on the way up or down. most important is you enjoy the scenery when you reach the top. lastly, i was alone.
i know. curious, i know. how do i relate them with that phrase. think about it again and think carefully.
in your life (journey) that you are going through you push yourself ahead of others thinking to reach your success (destination) and when you managed to, you are tired and stress because your over-do yourself. on your way, you needed things to help you to succeed. for you getting hurt physically or mentally or emotionally on your way is common despite on those wounds will better yourself. you may use shortcuts to reach your success but think about how much you will miss out if you have chosen the long way instead whether they are going to be fun with joy and laughters or sadness with pain and tears. to me whether is fun or sadness, it does not matter. matter most it did happen and i had them. crosspaths come into our journey is where we need to make decisions what is right for us and what is not-so-right for us. you decide and at the end of it either u enjoy them or fu*king regret them. there are hard times and not-so-hard times in life, accept them and learn them. complaining them does not make your life any easier. then, you will meet people in your life. any of them whether they are going to be your soul-mate, partner, business mates, good friends or SOHO kakis. try to make a different in their life even if they do not in yours. when you succeed reaching your destination (if you are a CEO or CIO or COO of a company, a manager managing a team of 10 -100 or a spouse of somebody) , take time, sit down and reflects on the journey you gone through and enjoy them with a smile. yes, you are all alone all the way unless you are some stuck-up person only depending on people to reach your destination.
i guessed i make myself clear why i went hiking. it reminds me of going slow and steady in my journey, enjoy every single steps and how hard life would be before i reach my destination.
trend?
January 25, 2008 at 6:49 am | In Multifarious | Leave a Commentjust remembered or so called found something to occupy my time. will try to write more about it when my IXUS return from ‘hospital’. NO! not cam-whoring thing which most LA-LAS likes doing it with their peace sign sticking on their cheeks or trying to act cute by looking here and there or sticking out their tongue or trying to take photos of themselves in Gurney or QB mall’s toilets. what so nice taking them in the toilet anyway? ya ya.. lots of mirrors in the toilet. SO? does not make them any EXTRA gorgeous either!
oh i forgot. it is a TREND. yeah rite! kepala otak, TREND your head! what kind of trend is that? never heard of.
*SIGH!*
the ISP i am subscribing kept thinking on how to attract more customers or how to promote their packages with their blue hippo BUT how come they never think of getting their connections improve since they are getting more and more customers? maybe they would after their customers leaving for other ISPs.
*SIGH AGAIN!*
the ’ships’
January 23, 2008 at 4:29 pm | In Confession Of Life, Friend | Leave a Commentfew months back, i thought i will be losing a good friend of mine. a friend i knew since the good high school days. well, what passed through my mind that moment was who cares? i still got lots of friends and more to come. as time passed, i was wrong. no one would ever be someone like her. so sad it took me months to realise it. our friendship slowly ’sank’ after each of us when our own way. i went to college. met a bunch of crazy classmates. we attacked food together. we invaded the cinema every week after lectures. we gossips our way through study group and argued over A BOX OF ROCKY in lecture hall.
partly, i am also to be blamed.
i am so used to my college friends that we will talk our way through what we do not like to do and what we like to do. on the other words, we tried to tolerate or comprehend each other. that was when i stop giving in to people’s need. i was happy again. unfortunately when i was with my old friends, i had to give in to what they want and shall never think about how i felt. so that was also when i started to post this post and unintentionally hurt this friend of mine.
but i did not give a damn bout it.
as time passed, we hang out again. i was glad that something did happen which lead us to something. a friend’s heart to heart conversation. now we knew that what was all about all along. we apologised. and NO! we did not hug each other because it was over text messages. we also started to know who we should trust more and who we should not.
i know.
to maintain these ships need lots of efforts, tolerance, patience and understanding or else you can let it just sink.
it did
January 21, 2008 at 7:33 pm | In The Inner of ME | Leave a Commentit did suck me what the internet is all about. a world without any secrets.
it did suck me when i am a programmer who knew what specifically what data mining is all about.
it did suck me when there is something called ‘THE SEARCH ENGINE’
last but not least
it did EVENTUALLY suck me why the heck i got that idea!!!!
*SIGH*
bored!
January 21, 2008 at 5:28 pm | In Multifarious | Leave a CommentMM and Boss Cat (yours truly) had been very Cheiii aka sial aka bad luck recently. did suggested we should pek cheiii aka throw bad luck away by
#1 go to temple and ‘kui tai sui’. some Chinese ritual according to our 12 Chinese Zodiacs
#2 step over a basin of fire <– MM suggested
#3 shower with ‘lok yau yip’
if still cannot, seriously maybe we need a monk, priest, father, pastor, sai kong or portan already.
*SIGH*
anyway, Boss Cat will soon be a student again. *wink* meaning i will get to watch movie for RM6 only AGAIN! i should start listing the movies i want to watch in 2008. anyway, i registered for my course last month and paid for my registration fees and then leave everything aside until last week i just discovered i was actually registering for the degree programme YEAR ONE!!!! WHAT???????? yes, i should be exempted for year 1, i thought. *SIGH* panic#1
THEN i received a letter from my campus that i was accepted a place under conditional acceptance because i did not complete some documents yet and will be ask to leave the course if i remain as conditional acceptance for more than 1 semester. SOMEHOW i only manage to obtain that specific document end of the year. by that time i will be starting 2nd semester. AGAIN!! WHAT?????????? *SIGH* panic#2
who said private campus is only about money??? *SIGH SIGH*
anyway, panic#1 and #2 were settled. all happened due to misunderstanding. anyway, sometimes things need to be double checked! and CHECKED! oh, by the way, need to pay up my fees soon!
CANON service center called this morning when i am still in bed. told me about my dear IXUS whether i should proceed repairing it. of course get it repair, it is a present from my ah kuu. then, streamyx and again streamyx then lastly streamyx. *SIGH* people are just jealous i get to sleep more. anyway, my IXUS will be back by next week. hopefully before CNY. fyi, CNY is just around the corner.
lastly, i got my wireless router and modem already. meaning i get to online from my room. NO! i’m not coming out from my room anymore. LOL! i was just joking la.
LOL
January 19, 2008 at 3:28 pm | In adv of pet cat & its owner | 1 CommentHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
just wanna laugh!!!
at somebody!!!
again…
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
excuse I, my brain just left me for some reasons….
reveal about it soon!
360km??
January 18, 2008 at 3:09 am | In Friend, adv of pet cat & its owner | 2 CommentsOur 360 km trip start from MM’s house to have our lunch and dinner at other state. yes! it have been a plan by MM and me since do-not-know-how-many-years ago and finally our plan succeeded. *grin*
With cat owner as our tourist guide at Ipoh and boss cat(yours truly) being the so-called-navigator. (so call nya OK) our trip was filled with nothing but our loud and scary laughter. we must not forget our all-time-blood-pressure-rising (especially MM). lastly, we must not leave behind our fell-down-staircase-eh-friend whom slumberly slept throughout journey (pergi balik somemore).
our mission there was FOOD. just FOOD. the parking was a problem and then the parking COUPON was another problem. *SIGH* but all paid off with DELICIOUS hawkers food. the other problem was HOT. climate there VERY THE HOT.
anywhere we go! we must at least visit the state musuem.
next stop is FOOD again. *SIGH* everywhere but Penang takda! ROTI BOY! what else should I say! delicious loooooooooooooooooooooooooo………
well, it was too early to have our next meal. so we decided to waste our time at Jusco and
dear JENNY CHEAH,
apasal you takda kerja? did you know PG to Ipoh very ‘far’ le?
Yours truly,
BOSS CAT
had some time at Popular. (haih, macam pg takda Popular) and it rained later in the late evening. i guessed must be the effect of MM’s singing seperti katak memanggil hujan. (KUAK! KUAK! KUAK!) by the way, our fell-down-staircase-eh-friend finally found her kaya something something at Jusco. OK! i was not sure if they sell those in pg. rain stopped. time for our next stop.
BEAN SPROUT CHICKEN. poor BOSS CAT was forced to eat bean sprout. *SIGH* or else MM would start her ‘Africa stories’. while having dinner, the three of us stop talking nonsense about our good old days. as for cat owner, *SIGH AGAIN* was lost and her head full with question marks. having to fight for PORK BALLS among the three of us. *SIGH AGAIN AGAIN* oh! by the way, the difference between the pork balls in Ipoh and Pg was Ipoh’s pork balls are double or either triple the size of Pg’s!!!!!! WHY HAH???
time to go home then. was dark in the highway… *scary tone* and guess who was afraid of the car side windows??? -blink blink-
alright, i admit now. not only Pg has good food. Ipoh does too. but term of communication, *SIGH AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN* i’m just suck at it.
WHAT?
January 13, 2008 at 12:59 pm | In Multifarious | 2 Commentsi know i been very lazy. not updating recently. so what had been keeping me busy lately? actually, nothing much.so we had bid farewell to 2007 and i had welcomed 2008 with lots of events. some are capable enough to burn my heart and pocket holes.
firstly, my PC over heated. got the power supply burnt. need to get it replace.
secondly, my ah kuu had been nagging me since his last trip back to Penang about my dysfunctional IXUS camera which is needed to be send to CANON service center as there is something wrong the card reading and my images in my memory card got deleted by itself. lost a few memorable photos already.
lastly, my finger got slammed by the car door by MM. got terribly swollen and lots of people insisted i go to the hospital for x-ray. life is such a bitXh. x-ray + consultation fees + medicine = heartache. getting to the emergency ward had already speed up my heart beat. being in the x ray room double up the speed. waiting for the results double double up the heart beat. of course, getting the bill nearly got my heart stop beating. as well diagnose me with heart problems.
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