what?
May 30, 2007 at 9:21 am | In Multifarious | Leave a Commenta friend of mine asked me if i am in depression.
what nonsense lai? me in depression? don’t nonsense with me, please!
so i told her if i was in depression, i would not still blog and i maybe in somewhere in tanjung rambutan see-ing doctor sakit jiwa. of course, i would have my head banging the wall. running like siau lang. talk rubbish + nonsense. most of all, i would look like some addict.
so, i asked her back , “why do i still look like in depression?”
she said, ” i have posts that make her sad! walau, so deep!! and most of the time i blog happy and *rappy stuff plus i always go ‘hehe haha hoho’ with her”
(-.-”)
i am still human anyway. i no robot ok! what nonsense! i still get emo, sometimes.
walau, wei……..
my blog is iamikel.wordpress.com not hehehahahoho.wordpress.com!
so if hehehahahoho.wordpress.com is meant for happy and nonsense
then when i am sad le?
huhuhuhuhu.wordpress.com?
what nonsense lai?
I
May 27, 2007 at 3:13 pm | In The Inner of ME | 5 CommentsPeople failed in life. Some of them, they stood up again but some, they did not. Everyone that knew me knows i’m always strong enough to face every challenges and overcome it by myself. i did and i’m actually proud of it. i believed i can do it throughout my life. unfortunately, this time i did not manage to. I FELL. it was the first time my family sees me so weak and i fell apart in front of them. oh, yes of course they are shocked when they see me broke down in front of them after years. i’m now weak. i can’t stand properly but
I just want to say to
mi
i’m sorry that i made you disappointed. i really feel grateful when you said it’s alright b0ecause everyone failed before and i need to crawl up back and promise me a new pc as soon as possible!
-she sounded so happy anyway-
si-lang-kui
scold la.. scold la.. hehe… at least you lend me your shoulder to cry on… and ask me to get over it. thanks …
Ah-Kuu
thanks for all the phone calls and giving me hope asking me not to give up and you are willing to sponsor me going to UEL.
Aussie Noodle
noodle, how can i say? thank you so so so much for accompanying me the whole night and listened to my *rappy thoughts about being a failure and my nonsense idea. Most of all, i appreciate that you called all the way from Aus even though the line is like ’shi shi sha sha’ all the while.
Hong-Hong
thanks for accompanying me this two days over the msn and we chat so much nonsense and about our A and B stories and your extraordinary dreams!hong-hong, i believe in my dreams, so must you! and yes, A will get well soon so is hong-hong.
mulitatedmannequin
i’m apologised for yelling over you because you asked me out for dinner at the wrong time but thanks, at least you smsed me after i calmed down.
大jie
thanks for calling and ask about my condition and also your preparation to welcome me in KL. really appreciate it.
to all the people that believed in me. i’m sorry tat i disappoint you all. i feel so *rappy that i failed. please give me time to stand up again. i believed i will.
Happy Birthday, Noodle!
May 26, 2007 at 2:14 pm | In Friend | 1 CommentI tend to forget about people’s birthday. So I had warn myself to ‘fan seng har‘ and have to start wishing people. (Although I mostly only remember not till 11.45pm like that) At least, I did wish them.
Today is Noodle’s birthday. YO! Happy Birthday!
It had been sometime since we last met. I could not find any other special ways to wish you happy birthday (unless i fly all the way to Aussie to celebrate with you which is not going to happen, ok!) and express myself how lucky I was to have you as my good friend!
We first really started to know each other was in Form 2. We were classmates and you sat exactly *chun chun* in front of me. I am not sure if you hated me that time but I swear I never hate you. I think I pretty hate the person who sat behind me. I mean used to. We then only get close with each other when we involve in ‘My Fair Lady’ musical and drama organised by our school. We were Form 3 that time and the first movie we watched together was Lord of The Ring 2 : The Two Towers at Mega Pavilion, Prangin Mall.
During Form 4, we were not classmates rather stream mates but do you still remember our school KL-trip? We stayed at the same hotel room and guessed what? You had night walk or night talk and nose bleeding where you really freak me off. (-.-”) Then, you ran passed the shaki-ly bridge at the “Taman whatever” and had your bag carried by whose husband, huh? heh~
Although I hardly know what you were thinking most of the time but hey~ I don’t judge you, ok? At least I know you are my kaki makan. Jom, jalan-jalan cari makan! I always find you for advice even though you always tend to speak too honestly and sometimes I kind of regret going for advice from you. heh~
We shared the same interest as in Desperate Housewives Marathon but I had to say I’m always ahead of you. heh~ Then, I introduced you BLEACH and how much we are or should I say me only addicted to it. I love to chat with you because I find it amusing talking to you as in this
Noodle : i’ll write history, first female to start massacre
ME : (=.=”)
Noodle : buthen i got no gun…..
ME : use penknife
ME : those berkarat d wan
ME : die faster
Noodle : hhmmm… my place got a lot of kniFe.. bigger n better
Noodle : woah throw knife so much more yeng
ME : ya ya ya
Noodle : hah! sumore can recycle
ME : then u shout BAN KAI!!!!!!
ME : see wat keluar
Noodle : my air liur keluar only la
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NOODLE!
Since mulitatedmannequin called you noodle, so I decided to dedicate all noodles from Malaysia to you. Take this oppurtunity to tell you how much I love you being my friend, the greatest one. You put up with me with my silly nonsense ideas and negative points. Of all, I know that you are always there for me even though is like dun-know-how-many-thousand-kilometers between us. huggies!
i still prefer laksa!
source of photos : Rasa Malaysia
Ori vs Pira
May 25, 2007 at 4:46 pm | In Movie | 1 Commenti’m now at a wi-fi area zone. Just finished watching some *rappy movie with mr dry-grass-hair, si-lang-kui and my possible future bro-in-law. i decided to blog here with people’s lappie because i find something very *rap and i needed to shout out super loud since i’m soon growing fungus here and also before i forgot what i wanted to blog.
we went to watch blades of glory just now. 9.15pm and i found this very disturbing espeacially tonight and a bit tu***. ok! let make it like that.
“i already did my part by not supporting piracy so i decided to watch movies at the cinema originality but instead i paid RM8 to watch *rappy-i-think-20-minutes-advertisementS.
- they have all the telco adver of our nation. the three main ones. +3
- they have ice-cream adver part 1 and part 2! +2
- they have jessica alba over tiger. +1
- they have heineken going back to 1873. +1
- they have some-bo-ho-chiak chocolate brand. +1
- they have tennis balls chasing after a camera adver. +1
- they have IXUS slim merging with IXUS complicated adver. +1
- they have anniversary dinner with SONY ERICSON hp. +1
- they have don’t know what international company something something. +1
- and they have preview of SHREK 3. (ok, this is exempted)
Don’t you find it a bit disturbing with 12 damn ADVERTISEMENTs (maybe more) so they probably make you feel that your ticket is worth it. walau, what *rap lai?
So, let’s make some calculation here.
a pirated DVD worth RM4.
- u get varieties of subtitle
- u get to fastforward boring scene
- u get to watch over and over again
- u get to change others if the movie is *rap by telling the sellers the DVD are spoilt
- u get to pause and go to the toilet then continue
- u get to enjoy the movie without *rappy people
> coming in late
> kicking your chair
> munching the popcorn so loud
> talking as if they booked the whole cinema
> laugh or yer lai ka yer ki
supporting original
we assume we also pay RM4 to JUST watch the movie
- that means we are paying another RM4 for advertisement
- you don’t get to fastforward
- you don’t get to rewind if you miss the scene espeacially going to toilet
- you don’t get to have a little privacy to watch with the person u like (oops, heh~)
oh, of course! you get *rappy malay and chinese subtitle which is wrong!
so, conclusion
which one you prefer???????
educate us with eww-ducation!
May 24, 2007 at 2:49 pm | In Multifarious, Uncategorized | Leave a Commentthis post is actually requested. yeah~ you can actually request me to post up something on my blog but it’s up to me to have the feel to blog or not, OK! *wat? bo kam buan ah?? wt*rap!!?!* heh~
i love to go around and talked nonsense. bla bla bla bla and bla her him he she or $#!t! oh, sounded more like kaypoh-ing people. NO! i’m not that kay-poh and i HATE being kay poh chi! ok! actually, i would like to be refer as ms K.I.A, ms know-it-all. keke~ i don’t know wor, it was actually given by the MON inc.
right! forget about it. back to topic la.
talking about eww-ducation.
what do you all think about it?
very good? good? ok? okla?
good or bad or worst, there are others to consider about, right? as in …
local or oversea?
government or private?
expensive or cheap?
most important thing is can you afford?
ok! ok! would u like to hear about or a little (at least a bit la) about my *rappy thoughts?
My mind said
“studying is good and it seems like even u r a degree holder is like something so common and since like sooner or later being master holder will be something common too too. Ok fine! what do you need to be so many holders?? yes!! MONEY! the S-11 sign! $$$ so what if you don’t have money, eat $#!t is it?? oK, fine! they got loan! govern loan, bank loan, this loan, that loan and tai-yi loan! what if after u graduate and u r jobless then how are you going to pay back ur loan le? oh no! eat $#!t again ah? haih….”
so
if you really want to study
- you prayed that you are born in a rich family
- you strike lottery yesterday
- you had a strategic plan to rob the bank without being caught
- you work 2 or 3 jobs a day
- you prayed that you met a sugar dad or mum
- you become God and skip every single meal on the other hand you can be slim
so, in conclusion
eat $#!t lo…
hehe….
how *rappy!
She
May 21, 2007 at 3:13 pm | In Mindfulness, The Inner of ME | Leave a CommentLike any other princess, she long to love and to be loved in return.
Like any other princess, she long for her knight in shining armor to the rescue.
Like any other princess, she long for a happy ever after ending.
Like any other princess, she waited ….
Till the day her knight in armor arrived.
She cried.
She saw.
She knew.
She ran.
She cried not because she was happy to see him. It is because she saw him badly injured and she knew he would not make it so she ran towards his arms.
They shared the moment of silence together in each others’ comfort.
They knew that this is only moment they left.
As they knew they never cherished each other before.
The tears never stop rolling down from her eyes.
All he did was wipe away her tears, looked into her eyes and smiled.
He whispered into her ear.
Then he breathed for the last time.
All she did was hug him and cried.
The truth is she was always being loved from far but she did not realise it till the very last minute.
Indeed, she was loved.
And forever will.
That day
May 20, 2007 at 12:42 pm | In Friend | 5 Comments*With Star Wars anthem tuning in* (hum yourself la)
After 2 years…
we finally meet…
800m above sea level…
somewhere known as Penang Hill.. (=.=”)
heh~ i know.. quite *rappy! bla bla bla!
i woke up early that day! YAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWN! and stuck in a people-going-to-work-eh-jam! OK! i know, nothing to proud of!
it was actually a surprise planning for ki _ _ (oppps, sorry) meifung!
She requested ( i prefer insisted) for it in msn! See! i got evidence!
*helpkiki : n my nick is meifung
*helpkiki : ok?
– yl -> : not kiki ah
*helpkiki : no la
*helpkiki : no no no
– yl -> : mai luan
– yl -> : the owner said wat is wat
*helpkiki : im not a pet ha
– yl -> : hehehehehe
then, she bey syok d so she nudge me not accidentally!
i know what you all are thinking that what is so tua pai about her that we need to plan a 800m above sea level for a gathering! Well, mai kay-po la U!
We went up the hill by train (ya la, ya la! we didn’t hike up) but ahhong insisted that it was cable car! Sweat! There were five of us and looks like someone got so super extremely excited that she forgotten another side of her slippers!
Nah… I was just joking. ale’s slipper actually spoilt. So we went for a hunt for slippers on top of the hill! Walau, I know. SWEAT! The mini store there were not open yet! Lagi SWEAT. Even if it’s open, they don’t sell shoes or slippers! poor ale! someone (name not disclosed to protect privacy) suggested she buy one of those t-shirts and wrap her leg! swt!
Anyway, one of the shop owner being kind enough to give us TWO huge safety pins and five of us stood there staring at her slipper for quite some time thinking how to mend it! after quite some time, hip hip hurrray! We managed to repair for her with all the genius brains combined together and continue our trip!
There! We did save her slippers, helped her to save a couple of bucks and still can be used for another couple of months but actually the main purpose is I wanted to show you all her super weird nail polish colour! Bo weird meh?
Then we had (errr, actually they) a little disagreement. Hehe~ Actually, i started it first.
Don’t you all think so?? that she sew that bag???
Hehe! wei…. don’t scold me ah…. really! i did ask about your bag in the car then ahhong asked about it again! so, i decided to code that conversation!
In conclusion, Penang hill very sien! But i enjoyed the view and the temperature! hehe~ Although got nothing to do, but really got nothing to do le! Then, meifung suggested to watch NEXT staring weird-hairstyle-oldman-Nicholas Cage and quite-hot-Julianne-Moore! Guess what ale’s reaction?
Sweat le!!!! I also sweat! kakaka!
Anyway, while waiting for others in the restroom! ahhong still bey suak bey suak with the train and cable car thingy! See!!! haih…..
Alright! We are then off to Gurney plaza to watch NEXT!
*whispering* I actually did nearly zzzzz… shhhs…
<photo contribution :: thanks to ki _ _ (oppps!) meifung>
For more photos, i think my frenzter, got!
What a morning!
May 18, 2007 at 4:25 am | In Multifarious | Leave a Commenti woke up early today as in 10am! walauwei, i know. it does not sound like me! as in i only woke up after noon during the holidays. ngek~
somehow i woke up early, i have this do-household-chores mood. so i decided to vacuum the whole apartment and mostly my intention is to annoy si-lang-kui with the vacuum cleaner sound *very very very bising one* which my mum use it to annoy me every Sunday morning.
somehow the plan did not work on si-lang-kui, and yes she is still sleeping soundly in the room. (=.=”) but somehow it work on my dog! heh~ my dog thought it would be suck up by the cleaner and he kept running away. Ahhhhh….. useless dog! hehe~
2AM thought
May 17, 2007 at 6:33 pm | In The Inner of ME | Leave a Commenti can’t sleep as in i have a lot of things to think. it sounded as well crazy to others. what it is supposed to be when i’m not sleeping. means i’m having hard time to decide on something. so what’s up with today’s decision?
i had ask numberous of people. I got the same answers. as in ‘NO’ or ‘better don’t’ or ‘don’t’. SO? eat s#!t la !!!! ok, i think i’m getting emo.
what it is so hard to make one decision when you are just supposed to say ‘OK’ or ‘NO OK’ ONLY? can we flip the coin then we do the opposites? haha.. how *rappy?
What if we regret making that decision? ok… we eat s#!t again, right?
but why am i taking it seriously as i think is just something quite moh-liu? *crap!
so actually we do have to think of both the pros and cons! rite!?? $#!t U! bla!!!!!!!
getting extremely emo! so how? don’t want think. let someone or something decide for me!
then we can start appearing offline on MSN and off all cell phones for days. heh~
why need to be so *rap?
off to bed!
The Hill have eyes TWO!
May 16, 2007 at 3:30 pm | In Movie | Leave a Commenti was sick yesterday. i am also human what! cannot fall sick izit? WT^%$$(*)!!?! Nah… saja nya! OK! i was sick as in having a very super headache then my stomach goes like kulu kulu (not hungry, ok!) Then, i don’t feel like eating anything with my appetite. i just want my bed and pillows so i can go zzzz but i can’t. so *rap, huh!
Probably because I just slept 2 hours the previous night with the *kong kong* sounds (thunderstorm) and *flash flash* light (lightning) as if someone is flashing me torch light at me whole night. How can I get good sleep the whole night? So the next day, i can feel that there are punishment in my body. haih…
i cannot zzz because i already promised some fellow people to watch movie in the evening. So, it’s very rude to ppk people. With my heavy head as if there is a huge corpse on my head and *kulu kulu* stomach, we went to watch the Hills have eyes 2. Being sick and blur, someone keep telling me is the hills have 2 eyes. 2 EYES ok! ptboss could not make it because she need to be home by 7 but the movie starts at 5. So, nevermind la!
I got you all the trailer (in case, you are tooo lazy to go youtubing)
Poster ah? Post trailer not enough meh?? need poster some more?? piak u *^&%^#!
Do you need summary? Need meh??? OK la! Cincai la! i summarize for you all!
ALL DIE IN THE END!
OK or not? Don’t sound convicing meh? Suak!
The Department of Defence secretly testing again at Sector 16, several years after the mutilation of a family by mutants living in the underground facilities. The area, supposedly cleansed, is once again inhabited by a group of freak survivors. Then a National Guard unit actually still under training went to replenish supplies and they were trap there and they only have to rely on themselves to survive.
Enough bui? Not enough go visit the official web ok!
My opinions are
- i’m not watching any of those movie like that cause it will me vomit right from the beginning of the show till the end of the show. – maybe i was sick
- they have crappy actors and actresses acting in that movie -i dun even know who is who!
The whole movie i was just thinking when want to finish? why so long wan? cannot finish wan le? Then, i keep telling my friend i wanna vomit and is the first time i watched movie until so so so so suffering. *rappy huh!
When the show finished, someone said, “kia, we got laksa!” (=.=”)
So i went home, popped 2 big big panadol and have a little sms and msn and tata!
The bed more important!
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